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[mikedudley17]

Thank you gentlemen!

Im out, at home. Partially paralyzed left leg right now, but am slowly getting off the walker. Yeh, I cant walk independently yet, so embarrassing. Sex is still out of the question. Tomorrow I am getting stronger narcotics and I got a stronger muscle relaxant today. It makes me sleepy as hell.

The pain is very intense right now. I cant express that enough. Its taking a combo of narcotics and alcohol to make everything numb. I dont reccommend anyone doing this but at the same time, my narcotics dont have acetaminophen in them so I am not as worried about liver damage.

List of drugs:
Neurontin
Dexamethasane
Baclofen
Nucynta - 75mg and 100mg
Robaxin
MS Contin 30 mg

This sucks so much guys. Although, being on the Dilaudid for a day and a half at the hospital was nice! (Followed by high doses of morphne every 10 minutes, all through the IV)

I am bruised, beaten, and leaking puss and blood everywhere, but I am slowly getting stronger, will be starting phys rehab soon, then hopefully taper downs of the medications.

I must say I miss the doses of Valium at the hospital. Stuff made me just melt into the hospital bed for a few hours not caring about sh%t.

Also, let me make this clear, never ever take wiping your butt for granted. Its such a laborious chore. Also taking a leak, dont take that for granted. And enjoy being able to wash your own legs in the shower.